Have You Seen Me Lately?

On my bday this year, everything became blurry. Literally.

I cried a bit. I have always always taken pride with my 20/20 vision. And then shit happened and Im all of a sudden a four eyed whatever person I dint wanna say monster. =(

I am apparently near sighted and had astigmatism to add up to the combo. So if youve seen me lately, you would know what Im talking about. Its been more than a month and I still havent gotten used to spectacles, to make myself feel better, I bought a Dolce and Gabbana tortoise shell colored spectacles, to just make it seem like I would be glad to be half blind and yet stylish.

I hate it. I hate that it keeps on falling off my nearly invisible nose. And I hate that I have to keep on putting it back in place using my f*ck you finger. I hate that it makes me look old. I hate that it always gets dirty, I hate that I have to wipe the dirt off. I almost entirely hate evrything about it except that I havent had a severe migraine attack when I started wearing it. Aaaargh!

I couldnt have hated it more until the other day that someone called me Ms. Tapia. What the Heck??? Seriously? I know it was meant as a joke but, awwww Im not used to getting called names anymore, that is just so juvenile =(

Miss Tapia??? Seriously? I called my mom and told her about it and she was just laughing. My bestfriend just asked me if I was masunget? which was worse coz did she just validate that I look like her? wahhhh!!!!

anyway. i have no choice. at the risk of being called names of ugly celebrities, I CLEARLY HAVE NO CHOICE, coz I remember during my wedding, it took three people to fix contact lenses on me. Plus I hate the itch. You might not want to hear the long blah blahs of why I hate contacts.

Oh gosh. Im such a whining b*tch. Well I am. And that I hate too.

Weird Drink I mixed Today: Tomato Juice with ice and 7 Up!

Let's Pray for Japan.

And when you say yes, please really do pray. It takes only a few minutes, forget about your normal shout outs in fb, forget about showing off your ultra fantastic life that we all envy evryday, forget about whining and instead share a prayer.

My heart really goes out to evryone in Japan. =( Im so sad.

I could hear my heart pounding when one of my friends in Japan told me on chat how her husband walked for seven hours just to get home to them. awwwwwwwwwwwww. =( soo hard. Sumaket ang puso ko nung sinabi nya yun. Ang hirap naman, at the end of the day, where you want to be is next to the people you love and what hurts is that some of the people there have lost their loved ones forever. They left home, started the day like a normal day no one knew a quake that strong would happen. Oh my. And what would have been a normal day became a day of loss and sadness =(

I was in Karachi today and all I was thinking was to get the flight over with and I dint know that at the other part of the world people were dying people were losing loved ones =( so sad talaga.

Lord, my heart is weak, i know i have no right to question and yet and I cant help but ask why?. I hope nothing else follows, in these kinds of calamity we always lose. We are helpless. We can only hold on to faith.

Waiting Patiently for May

Bonus month that is. We are all anxious how much it's gonna be. Nobody knows, but rumors have made the expectations even higher. =)

I hope it's a lot coz I cant wait to shop! =)