Yesterday was my birthday, today is Vanessa's birthday :) we had dinner at the terrace with claudia and beh. It was simple and fun at the same time. It really is difficult to throw away parties or even just small gatherings if you are cabin crew. Most of your friends are away on layovers and i think only a miracle can make our rosters alike ... :( I miss my friends, but now even if it's just me and sonnie at home, I am fulfilled.

When we went home, I get to thinking about how important it really is for a couple to live only by themselves. There were happy times in our old flat but somehow, the feeling of independence, of simply being on our own, it makes a real difference in our marriage. I think it somehow made both of us feel more grown up, more in control.

But more and more, I am confused why they let us leave without a blessing, they made us leave with a heavy heart, they made us feel that we were making a big mistake. But I am very thankful we made it through, and now, we live our own life, the way a couple should really do.